LOL, OKAY.

i AM doing the theme challenge...ive just not been working on them. ive done pencil sketches but i havent colored them yet. lol, gosh my lines and my coloring SUCKS butt.
I FAIL. OTL
ill try to upload as soon as possible. , maybe ill just stick to pencil sketches, lol.

yeah, new icon! its my newly debuted charrie Yaelle. <3 Shes such a cutie, LOL. shes like my baby.
ANYWAYS, yeah. i uploaded her JUST NOW. when i should be uploading BETTER FINISHED THINGS. D:
POOOOO.

AND HAPPY TURKEY DAY! IT IS 1.00AM! lol yeah i dont think ill be doing anything today except for maybe catching up on school work. aaarrrgh. DARN YOU. but yeah. the family i usually hang out with on this day (ie my cousins) are all gone to LA, and the only cousin left here, well we dont hang out that much lol. SO YEAH. I WANT ME SOME TURDUCKEN. . Turkey stuffed with duck stuffed with chicken. sounds fun right? lol. i wonder if that was even the right way to spell it...oh well.

I can usually put random things together and id be satisfied but lately i cant think of any themes, so im just gonna restart on the themes challenge. although i only did like what one or two pieces, yeah imma redo those too. hopefully this'll give me a quick jump start on drawing again.

The Themes

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

yay!, this is a week after fanime and ive been too lazy to write about it.
but yeah, same expected stuff as every year except this year there were A LOT more people. , more cute guys may i say. Ohohohoo. Surprised cause more people from my school went this year, yay! and lot of other alumnis too. , happy to see you all!
Plus this year, dealers room was great as always, and then we have the awesome art gallery. , lots of great artists, many of them i recognized from DA. hooray! I dont remember everyone but yeah A LOT of artists in that room were on DA and I RECOGNIZED THEM. may not have remembered your name but i recognized your art. .
raaawr! bought 's artbooks! I got the Third and fourth. planning to get one and two next year maybe. . lol counting backwards. and i got a print, yay!, next year i should also get 's too. cuz i looked through it and i was like OMG I HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY THIS. . im already planning next years shopping list. lol yeah. AND IM HOPING NEXT YEAR MY FRIENDS AND I will finally stick to what we say and get a table. ill probably just be doing cheap comissions, lol.

PLUS MASQUERADE WAS DA BOMB. if you didnt search up fanime masquerade pokemon 2009. totally epic man. it even got a standing ovation, all i can is whoohoo! plus there were a lot of acts up there that were great. so much better than last year where it just became a haruhi and lucky star marathon, ugh. but mooooar varieties this year. . the dance/martial battle was pretty nice too. , MY FRIENDS HAVE A CRUSH YOU GUYS.
aaaaand, the black and white ball. If you guys went, i was the one stepping on everyones toes swinging around like crazy. blame my partner LOL. i guess i WAS for blame, but im REALLY SORRY IF I HURT YOU. I REALLY AM. and of course more cute guys. . of course i jsut stuck with my friends and didn't dance with other people. guess i wasnt pretty enough. PSH, w/e. lol.
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whoohoo!

epik high's concert was awesome on friday!
I LOVE YOU TABLO!
yeah well i wrote about it here on my crazy morning sickness the day after. [link]

Next weekend is FANIME! WHOOHOOO!
i DONT cosplay(unless friends give me something to wear, yes im THAT lazy). Im hoping so see my seniors there, or should i say sempai. and im now rolling on pure lemonade. reminds me....i need to get to the bank and take out some cash for next week. anyone know if the doll sellers there take checks? D:

THEN, WE HAVE OUR DBA SENIOR TRIP ON THE THURSDAY AFTER!
our academy is taking a trip to santa cruz! dunno how its gonna be but hopefully well all get along and nothing bad happens. *note to self, buy some board shorts*.

THEN THE WEEKEND AFTER IM GOING TO A BEACH AGAIN!
It's my friend's bday and she wants to go celebrate at the beach. all the more reason for them board shorts. its o cover up my nasty ass legs. .

AND THEN MY OTHER FRIENDS BDAY!
we might just chill at her house. , and watch lots of movies. IPPAI!

and then 3 more bdays on the way i believe. i guess ill do all my present shopping at fanime and maybe santa cruz, lol.

so...as always i neglect my journal. so here just a quickie

1] college apps suck. i mean waiting for rejection letters makes me nervous. D: i might just go to SJSU.

2] school sucks. wel it usually does, but now that its the end of the year calc bc AP exam looks as if its gonna eat me alive. D:, not to mention a whole butt load of art and FHAO projects.

3]so school gets worse but yet i'm drawing a whole lot more, ignoring my classes. i'm not failing, in fact i get good grades, but let me tell ya all the work i do the DAY before everything is due is...just not fun. like today, im supposed to be working on my FHAO portfolio, but instead im on DA, LOL.

4] art's improving and fanime's coming up plus other stuff. these are my moments that i look forward to .